agar davcer imas rom isev marto vzivar shentan saxlshi, ukve meramdened....
guli mcydeba im yvelaperze rasac gamovxatav da shen ver xedav, an mecinaagmdegebi, an mekamatebi da mechxubebi, mebutebi, brazdebi....
isev guli mereva, es bolo droa ukve mouxshira, xshirad koordinacias vkargav da meshinia caqcevis, turme eg normaluria pexmdzimeebistvis, magistvis yavt partnorebi gverdit... usaprtxoebis miznit
isev gabrazebas ra azri aqvs ar mesmis, an laparakis dacyebas, tu daakvirdebi roca tema ar gsiamovnebs an gadagaqvs yuradgeba sxva ragac sisulele temebze, sityvebis axsnebze da azrebze an tavis gamartlebis miznit ragac braldebulebebze gadmodixar da ese gadavdivart ertidan meoreze, rac saboloo jamshi laparakis camocyebis mizezs cdeba xolme da tema rcheba temad an cyenad, rac ukve bevri damigrovda.
dges kvlav yelamde var pativiscemit, xo es praza gagizianebs magram esea, mteli dge gedzina, gushin game roca vecade gamomexata tu ra xdeboda chems tavs agresia moyva yvelapers da uxeshad tqmuli daidzine ra da bronijileti xaro ect.... dedashenma romel latareashi momigo ver vxvdebi, mouxshira uxasiatobas, "gamarte, es ra aris? rato ibutebit? ra xdeba? puria amosatani, sigareti gamitavda, maionezi vuyidot margos da miaqvs kasamde produqti romelsac mxolod mag momentshi vxedav da garbis tapebis dasatvaliereblad, me ra yle var rom davelodo? ara nu unda gadavixado xo? meore dges sad qreba ra da rogor ar vici.... bla bla...."- ukve bevria....agarapers vityvi im tavazianad 20jer dakakunebaze da otaxshi shemosvlaze, mtveria mosacmendi, shkapia dasalagebeli, rdzalo ar gekadreba, gadatvalierebaze yvelapris, chvens urtiertobashi dzalian cudad charevaze, uazro kitxvebze romelic kidev ufro metad magizianebs da infantilurobaze!!!!!!!!!!
agar minda imis mtkiceba rom pexmdzimed var da bevri rame xdeba chems tavs rasac verc amchnev da rac dzalian mtkens guls, VAR pexmdzimed da ai ukve meeqsve tvis shuashic ki. ganmeorebiti analizebi, ukve eqimis ayvana xdeba am dros, loginis yidva, tansacmlis, aqsesuarebis, soskebis da termometrebis da kide 1000 ragacis.
shinagan poriaqze verc vilaparakeb, verc tavis tkivilebze, verc survilebze.....
da am dros nu ai rogor gitxra, mikvirs roca mchirdeba tqma rom naxe rogor modzraobs, xeli aq momade naxe indzreva, imitom rom mgonia rom es mainc unda gainteresebdes yvelapers rom tavi gavanebot.
ra yvelapers? pizikur varjishs, sulier mdgomareobas, psiqologiur mdgomareobas, seirnobas supta haerze, harmonias, sitbos, yuradgebas, momzadebas, kvebas, xasiatze zrunvas.... ect
zogjer rom giyureb iset garemoshi rogoricaa vinme mesame piris arseboba chvens gverdit, emsgavsebi xolme mamals, romelsac dzalian mocons tavisi peradi bumbulebi, tavisi xma, manera, inteleqti bla bla da gansakutrebit im momentshi vgiziandebi roca rame sachvenebel scenas dgav da monacileob. rols irgeb da tamashob, ristvis? gansakutrebuli gimili gichndeba rodesac ragac siamaye mamobas ityvi an chaiden xedaven ki!!! egre gaagrdzele merec ra.....
vigac degeneratebi mevlebian tavs, aba ra ginda mogitanot, aba rogor xar? aba mdzime ar acio, es gesiamovneba exla is gesiamovneba da am dros shentan micevs motmena im donemde sanam dzalian ar momindeba rame da sayvarel kaprizad ar gamovxatav mashin roca shenit unda piqrobde bevr rameze. me ki ara, vzrunav, bichi daigala modi davasveneb, davadzineb, gavartob, megobrebtan gaviyvan, bebiamiss vestumrot, itamashos gadaertveba, chamos dzalian daiklo, aba ra esiamovneba... kocnebit gavagvidzot, gimilit, cota masajit, vkitxot ramdeni dro aqvs samsaxurshi casvlamde da davicyot bichis momzadeba, aba shxapi, xelebi da piri daibane, agvianeb, chame gasvlis cin, amogitano rame? gabanavo?
xo....
sashinlad meshinia im yvelapris rac mecxre tvis bolos unda moxdes, amasac ver avgnishnav, sashilad mtkiva mteli tani, nerviulobisas qveda areshi xo saertod aranormalur simdzimes vgrdznob, sanerviulos meti ki ra maqvs...
cremlebs meramdened vyri ar vici, mag dros baiko micyebs bakuns, magaze uaresad metireba, ra daashava bavshvma? arada vikaveb tavs bolomde....
sashinlad martod vgrdznob tavs, ver danaxulad, uyuradgebod datovebuli, daupasebeli. "is gadarcheba, aitans, moitmens, gaigimeba, gaertoba megobrebshi, gadaertveba, gadaitans, shechams, dalevs, damelodeba, gaaketebs, gamodzvreba, MIXEDAVS TAVS" mgoni es sityvebi axsnida im damokidebulebas rasac vgrdznob chems mimart....
chems samomavlo gegmebze davicye piqri, exla tu ese var, mere ra sheicvleba? ratom unda vylapo gamartleba rom chems gamo mushaob da magitom meshleba nervebi da makldeba yuradgeba. roca xar chems gverdit xo tavze mevlebi albat shens piqrebshi, magram aba dapiqrdi, ubralod gulshi chaixede, dainaxe yvelaperi chemi tvalit. an ubralod sheni tvalit danaxuli gaatvicnobiere da nu moityueb tavs.
ara, ese martla ar gagrdzeldeba, gyavdes qmari da mamakacs ver grdznobde sayrdenad da gverdshi myopad? ara....
bevr datmobaze caxvedi albat, magram mec... da tan imaze metze vidre shen mimxvdarxar. amitom.....
albat xval roca moxval "dilit" sabolood davilaparakebt
